I just thought about a few things that i used to believe and i used to do a few years back.When somebody asked me about my qualities the first answer that i always had was that
“I AM AN OPTIMIST … AND I HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO LOOK AT THE BRIGHTER SIDE OF EACH AND EVERY SITUATION”
A classmate of mine seemed like the most pessimistic person to me.She was always and always worried about something,i dunno what.But whatever it was,it bothered her allot.I kept criticizing her on her moods and never thought about the reason behind it.May be because i was least interested in helping her or because i had no issues in my life at that time.
Now when i look at the way i think about everybody every problem everything i always conclude that may be she may be she was passing through the same phase as i am now.
But my question still remains unanswered.
What is that thing that makes people think this way… What is that thing that make people think that God doesn’t exist … What is that thing that made them think that she was born without any right on herself… What is that thing that makes them think that they dont own it and they don’t deserve it either…
Its DARKNESS and DISAPPOINTMENT that kills a persons self esteem.. That changes the person from inside out..that makes a person struggle and fight with himself and even disown himself.
And its just DARKNESS and DISAPPOINTMENT that makes a pessimist out of an optimist…